to china.

i really think it's going to be great.

i'm currently compiling requests of purchases to be brought back.

plus lots and lots of duty free shopping. woo!

but...

i feel so dislodged right now.

i don't know what's wrong with me.

i feel like i'm going to just die right here and i'm not going to mind.

i feel so awful but i have nothing i can do about it.

i wish you were here

to stop me from crying

to stop me from crying

to stop me from crying.

a stomach full of cheap food and guilty hip bones, that have been disappearing recently.

what is happening to my body?

i hate this.

no one reads this. that's ok.

i wouldn't know what to do if i knew that someone had backlash thoughts

to match this ensemble.

i had such a great weekend, mostly because of gabriel,

yet i'm still feeling awful.

tired.

pissed off.

impatient.

ready to let this loose.